Entry # 11 How I started over ....
“Accept–then act. Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it… This will miraculously transform your whole life.” ~ Eckhart Tolle In September 2017 my life as I knew it changed...The business I had worked so hard to build was gone, along with my reputation self-confidence - Oh and I was filing for bankruptcy....Yes, this just happened and I am a failure! Those words haunted me for months (and at times they still do). I knew in my heart that the interview an ex-employee said about me wasn't true, but when the threats started coming and people walked out of my life before getting my side of the story, how could I not believe I was nothing but a failure!! The following months were some of the hardest of my life I was in a deep depression, suicidal and completely broken. Why was I being punished? Now I had two choices: I could choose to stay in my emotional turmoil and do nothing or I could face things head on and begin the healing process....
